Road Block

So i'm working on a paper proposal, but i don't know if i'm getting it. i'm coming up with all sorts of ideas... the problem is, are they, or how do they relate?
i'm having issues with fragmented sentences, so i mapped out my thoughts in point form. I can't seem to grasp if they flow or not. Am I taking on too much, or my ideas to basic. Why the heck am I thinking of doing my MA next year if i can't even write an advanced undergrad paper?
so many sentence fragments, floating in my head. Off to find a creative outlet. Or maybe clean my room...

Alberta

Ever get an idea stuck in your head? I'm sure you have.... but what do you do when you don't know how or why it got there?
Do you take it as a message from God that you're supposed to go somewhere or do something, or do you just take it at face value. I mean, we're exposed to so much on so many levels, that someone could have been talking about this while i was half listening or asleep, it snuck into my head and presto, now it's set up it's place in my thoughts, moved in and made my thinking crowded.
So you wanna know what? I wanna move, I don't know why, i think i've been here for too long. Since i don't really have any roots i care to go back to, i figure i'll just go anywhere. For some reason, the thought of moving to Alberta has been stuck in my head. But really, where would i go? What would i do?
Oh, i suppose that i should mention that i'm tired of school. I really want to drop out. Yep, you read that right. Do not adjust your set. I'm thinking i should drop physiology class, just do classes that i enjoy. Graduate and then take some time off. I guess dropping out, or even taking a term off doesn't make that much sense right now. So close, yet so far away.

Back in action

So as someone (Jenn D) commented, I haven't blogged in a really long time. It's not that i don't love you, I do. It's just i don't feel i have any blog worthy stories. I was afraid my blog might turn in to me venting random opinions... and I didn't want that. Those of you that see me in person prolly get enough of that. But in any event, here I am... yep, i'm still out there.
So right now i'm listening to the new Queen Latifah CD. I've always thought she was cool... there is just something about her that's intriguing. She's one of those people that i wish i could be. Anyhoo, i've never really listened to a lot of her music, but a friend of mine burned me a copy of the new cd (is it safe to write that here, or am i gonna get chased by the RIAA?) It's AWESOME! I strongly reccomend that you go out and buy it... I will for sure! (no really, i will) It's very diva jazzish.

On another note, i'm totally addicted to this soup that i made. It's a vegetable base, silken tofu (firm), fresh cilantro (the KEY), and bok choy. So tasty. It's all i want to eat. LOL, i've made two pots since Friday.... and I just keep eating it. There isn't an exact recipe, if you're wondering. It came out of my head, based on Miso soup... but the base for that was pricey, and it didn't come with very explicit instructions.

So there you have it folks. the abridged up date! of course, now that i've blogged, there are a lot of you (you know who you are), who could also stand to drop a few lines... let's not be strangers now!
Over and out... later gators!