Monday, May 30, 2005
The Bald and the Beautiful
A challenge has gone out at work for people to shave their heads in aid of breast cancer research. I have always wanted to shave my head. I've been thinking about it, and I'm kind of thinking about doing it. Yep, I'm wondering should I shave my head?

I've always wanted to try it, and really, when a woman gets sick, and has to have the treatments, no one ever asks her if she wants to lose her hair, it just happens. So i would join those woman and support them, i have enough hair that they could make it into a wig. And i too, would be bald. So my friends, and loyal blog readers.... I'm asking for your advice. If you support me, tell me that, let me know what you want to sponsor me because this is all for charity. If you think it s a bad idea, tell me that too... talk me out of it.


Saturday, May 07, 2005
can you tell me how to get to sesame street?
i am cursed with a sense of directionlessness that is inescapable. So i'm trying to think up what i want to do with myself. I gots nothing. And i'm okay with that. Except people keep asking, so i figure i should have some sort of a plan. Right now i have about 50 of them. Each of them incorporates some part of something i love to do. I geuss the real question is, which direction do I go?

"Alice Came to a path in the woods. She stopped and thought about which one to take. Someone asked her where she was going. She said "I don't know". "So then, what does it matter which path you take?"
(The quote goes something like that)


"I have direction, " (Cher)

"Yeah, to the mall" (Josh)

*clueless

Cursed with an unerring sense of directionless wherever she goes even when things are going well.
*www.storypeople.com


Friday, May 06, 2005
Self Realization
Geez Louise, Self Realization, some days its subtle, other days, it kind of nips at your shoes. And if you're really lucky, sometimes it smacks you upside the head and lands you flat on your ass. I wouldn't lie to you, my friends. And I speak this truth (note, i cannot claim it to be THE truth) just because it happened to me.

So things right now, are inexplicably fine. But not the mundane auto-response fine. But fine fine. Sunny day fine. happy day fine. Unexplainable yes I'm sure i'm not taking any drugs fine.

I'm not sure why. This is just the way it is. And to tell you the truth, I like it this way.


Sunday, May 01, 2005
Currently untitiled.... take two

I started to write several entries ago. But I never posted them. I'm at home in Oakville, I'm claiming to be bored out of my little tree, but according to Holly, I can't be because i haven't blogged.

Truth of the matter: I want to change things, but I don't know how. Rather than including you all on my tumultuous journey, I figured I’d just let you in on the destination when i got there.

I've been doing a lot of blog reading these days... not mine, someone else’s. Actually, many other someones. The interesting thing is, they're all people I don't know. I guess blogging is some sort of weird from of voyeurism. In any event, I'm hoping that through reading other peoples, I'll gain a better perspective of what it is I want to do with mine. Until then, sit back, sip a beverage of your choice and settle in nice and comfy. It's gonna be a bumpy ride.



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